Widow struggles

My husband passed away last year, and I’m still adjusting. I live in a small town, and I don’t have an active circle of friends here. So, downtime is the hardest. I have internal struggles with myself. I need to get out, but when I do it seems like a waste of money and sometimes awkward. And, it’s a drive to find anything to do around here. Today, I invited two friends to a free concert, but they both turned me down. I ask for prayers that God will bless my life socially. I’m looking for a job in a new city, so I can move to a more happening place. I ask for God to bless my search.