If I’m being honest I’m tired of waking up in the morning I don’t have any friends I’m single I don’t have kids I don’t have a car I have the money to buy one but can’t find a good one I keep trying to hold on I keep picking myself up and trying to fight but I always end up back here after failed a dating period or when I’ve been stuck in the house watching other people go out and have fun all people do it use me take my money my ex mom ruined my credit I’m tired of being alone I feel like a waste of space I keep asking god why he keeps waking me up just to be miserable and alone I just want genuine friends a boyfriend a family I feel like that’s the bare minimum but no matter how hard or how long I pray for it I’m still alone no one to call no one to talk to