Depressed & Fearful

Been going thru a lot these past 3 years & I pray a lot & attend church every week, but I feel like I’m doing something wrong & God is not hearing me. My mom who I was very close to passed away in 2022, then last year I lost a beloved pet, and now I’m about to lose another one that has just been diagnosed with cancer. Also been having a lot of financial problems since mother’s passing. We lived together & she had a much higher income than me. Now I worry constantly about my finances. I’m also angry a lot & short with others that I love & I don’t want to be like that. I love God, but don’t know how to tell him & I think my behavior probably makes him think I don’t.