lust came back to me after almost 9 years. and it came back stronger and more accessible. no premarital sex, but porn. i was too complacent, too proud of my faith and I wasn’t really prepared. how shameful. pls… someone pray for me. i miss genuine worship. i miss my old self, freely and happily serving the Lord. pls help me too. pray for me. i believe there is power in prayer. I can’t on my own.