I am 38 weeks pregnant with our second child, preparing to deliver any day now, and my marriage is completely falling apart. My husband says that he cares, but he has made almost no changes or efforts to save us. This has been the case for years and years. We have done a marriage retreat, years of couples and individual therapy. And yet, I just seem to give up more. More hopes and dreams shattered. I love this man with all of my heart and yet I don’t see how I can possibly stay in a marriage with someone who seemingly doesn’t care. And on top of that, our finances are barely holding on by a thread. I feel the greatest blessing in my children, and yet the rest of my world feels like it is crashing down around me. My husband self admittedly believes that I will never leave him, and as such doesn’t feel a need to change. I want nothing more than to save my marriage and my family. But I feel so utterly alone and worthless. And I am so very weary. So tired of carrying these burdens. Tired of not being loved and cared for like I know that I deserve. Please Lord, save me, save my marriage, save my family. I pray for your greatest immediate intervention.
