Frustration

I know that you really shouldn’t pray for yourself. And that when you pray you should ask forgiveness of all sin in your life. I am depressed. I wanted so long to have a child and didn’t ever have one or adopt. Now I pray for a business of my own. And I am no closer than when I started. I need something to do. I sit around all day. Sad and depressed wanting to go and do nothing. I want Gods will in my life. I also want something successful for me and my friend  Sharon. Something fun and helpful of the community and make a little on the side to help with expenses. I feel selfish for asking. But something has got to give in my life than me wasting my life.