Deliverance

Please pray for deliverance for me from addiction to pornography and lust. I’ve tried everything to overcome it (regular spiritual accountability, support groups, online accountability software), but I just can’t seem to stop for more than a few days at a time. I’m so discouraged by it, especially since I’m seen as a Christian leader in my community. I feel like such a hypocrite. Please also pray for my relationship with God in general. It’s so hard for me to draw near to him when I’m bearing this and have for so long. It’s hard for me to believe he loves me when I know he could take this away from me but chooses not to.