I want to ask for prayers in my current season, for the past two months , since finding out we are expecting our third child, I have been extremely sick and unable to show up for my family or God, how I usually am. I have gotten comfortable with sitting on the couch all day in my sickness with 2 other toddlers who are not benefiting at all from this , we are consumed with tech all day just to get through the day because I just can’t even mustard up the strength to get up and get out or even clean . I have slipped with my prayer life , stewardship over my home , Bible reading etc has all gone out , I have been able to read and pray hear and there but it’s not sustaining me at all. I feel as far from God as ever before . I’m lost and don’t even know how to approach him because I feel like I’ve disappointed him over and over again . Shame has come over me and guilt too. I don’t know where to start or pick up the pieces . I just want my relationship and everything in Christ to go back how it once was but it just seems like I’m giving up slowly. It feels as if I don’t have anything left and the little that I may have is wasted with crying my eyes out instead of putting in the work . So , I ask for prayers to fight this battle and gain back what I once had and to give God the control again . Thank you so much .
