Redeem my soul and spirit and cast out this demonic evil spirit in my room and house

Please pray for my soul and spirit be redeemed and save and protected and healed for whatever is left of it as well as my loved one for I have some evil entity attacking me for months now and I can literally feel as though I’m being torn apart or stabbed in like another dimension or whatever it’s hard to explain for I have even seen things please pray that God and his son shall not forsake me but forgive me and have mercy upon me and protect and heal whatever is left of me of my spirit and Soul and whatever dimensions that maybe because when I pray I seem to be getting attacked even then please pray that God is not mad at me because yes I have cussed but Iam scared please also pray that I do not thinking of adultry thoughts and to protect my loved ones and others that I have felt this entity attacking please even if it’s death himself please pray that God will forgive me for my sins and being stupid but to get this evilness away from me completely