Help

Please pray for my marriage. I have a cruel husband I’ve been praying for over a decade now. I’m starting to loose hope. It hurts being talked to like I’m stupid and him not caring. It’s always been difficult but something broke for me last year when I was in labor with our last baby and reached for my husband in pain he yanked his arm away from me. I don’t even pray that he will be loving instead I pray everyday that he will come to love God and His Holy Word. I need help praying.