I need a miracle

Please help me – I’m so close to ending it and just need something good to happen. I feel like everything is falling apart and nowhere I’ve applied is giving me the opportunity to work. I don’t know why I’m not good enough to get a job. I have a daughter, four dogs, two rabbits, a cat, and a rescue squirrel. I need some kind of financial miracle to get myself out of a very bad situation and to be able to adequately take care of everyone. If something doesn’t happen, my only solution is to end it and pass my life insurance on to my daughter. Thank you.