Help

I ask prayer for myself I am 70 years old and feel worthless at times I have several health problems I have spinal stenosis and osteoarthritis in both of my hips  there’s not much that I  can do anymore I live on a fixed  income.I haven’t been to church in quite  some time. I have tried to find a church that would come and pick me up but I haven’t found any. I watch church services on tv and give small donations to  several organizations. I am hoping that Jesus comes soon. This world is in such a mess it has gotten so evil and selfish just like the bible said it would be. I  have a son who thinks that he doesn’t owe me anything. He says that he’s not obligated to give me anything and that the bible says that he doesn’t have to help me. Then I have a daughter who is very self centered too. She blames me for her mistakes. Please pray for my situation I need someone in my life who will love me and appreciate me. I do my best to treat people the way that I want to be treated. I ask this in Jesus’ name Amen