employment, depression, abuse, lost

I ask for prayer on my behalf, first i pray god is listening and will forgive me for offending him with my past and present sins. I am truly remorseful and want to be a better version of myself. I feel depressed and unable to function and converse with people. I can’t release all these bad feelings and i hope to have a better outcome. I am 64 years old and live with a man who is hateful to me. I need to leave but have no where to go, I have no money, no job , my car is broke down and my life is so stressful.. please help me find a way out of this life¬†¬†