Abusive Work Environment

Lord, I pray that you release me from this abusive work environment. The down talking, gaslighting, stress, lack of transparency to do my job well, degrading comments, and mental beating is just weighing on my heart. Father, I don’t know how much more I can take. I know I was called to this position by you and I am doing my best to serve you. But the anxiety I feel going in is too much. It’s a looming sense of dread.  Father, I don’t see a reasonable way to make it better. When I express these feelings I am met with “you’re too emotional”, “you’re too insecure”, “you’re too empathetic”, “I don’t do drama”, “that’s not me making you feel that way”, “you’re lucky”, and Father I could go on. I don’t know what to do. I trust you Lord.  Please deliver me quickly.  Amen